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Saturday, October 31, 2009

Dont believe in it but for the most part the personality traits are true

The meaning of sign GEMINI

Third sign of the zodiac.

Your element : air
Your ruling planet : Mercury
The corresponding tarot card to your sign : the lover
Your lucky color : Gray
Your gemstone : Aquamarine

Your sign is the only double sign in the zodiac and because of that, it is fascinating.
This double aspect is both a source of benefit and of conflict. Yes, you can both like and hate at the same time, be both excited and bored. In short, you are full of contradictions. These create numerous tensions and are the source of many conflicts with your surroundings.
Your personality is thus subject to assault by many sensations, sometimes leading to delicate situations, especially in the area of feelings, (which are difficult for you to handle). How many times have you not been driven past enthusiasm to exhaustion, from an exaggerated life-style to the temptation to leave everything behind ? Your air element makes life difficult for you. You have a tendency to create complications because you have needs beyond those which others can satisfy. And you are not content with half-measures, or mediocrities.

You have a vivid imagination which you want to make into reality, sometimes even though this is not possible. In this sense you are often disappointed by life, disappointed by others. In the domain of action, you either want to let go completely, or, you want to do one thousand things at a the same time. You start projects that you don't finish or that are impracticable.

On the other hand, you will take risks to alleviate boredom and this could be very profitable. But you can sometimes waste chances and it is solely because of yourself.

Yet, with your planet in Mercury, you inherited charm and the capacity for action. (But also for often wasted chances). Your relations with others are often difficult, leading to few long term relationships! Yet you have great potential and qualities that you may waste uselessly.

Your main fault is a lack of constancy and combativeness. Sometimes when your difficulties are real, you can get yourself easily out of it when you decide to take things in hand and not change your view. You usually come through these situations well even though you have to fight against yourself.

With other signs:

You have a certain tendency to search for your exact opposite, like Taurus or Aries. These signs can be positive signs for you if your ascendants agree with this ; (it is necessary to remember the importance that the ascendant plays in human relations). You can match well with Aquarius, whose quietness can be beneficial to you.

Thursday, October 29, 2009


I just contemplated these things today, none of which have any connection to each other:

1) Disagreements are fun because the possibilities of how it would end are countless. Adds drama to an otherwise dull life. So long as you establish that you are right of course :)

2) I found out what it would feel like to hug a sloth. It would be warm, big and stagnant, like my sister.

3) Resistance to facebook is futile. There i admit my ultimate weakness. It's like my decadent sin. See how starved of enjoyment my life is that facebook becomes the primary means of enjoyment. Yay me -_-"

4) If you have a crazy housekeeper, NEVER i repeat EVER let her solve the problem of a bottle of soda that cannot be opened. Add a mortar and pestle, a sprite bottle and a crazy housekeeper. What do you get? Apart from the obvious chaos, its this: soda froth spraying everything within a 100 m radius of it, jet stream style. Mom said lucky she didn't go blind from the exploding effect of hitting the sprite bottle with a mortar.

5) I feel like Lenka has stolen my idea for her music theme.

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Verbal Diarrhoea

I guess people will always talk no matter what you do...The fable that is so aptly described by the story of the donkey, father and son.
They talk if you look good or better than them.
They talk if you look bad.
They talk if you win something, accusations of big headedness and pompousness
They talk if you lose as well, of course she'd lose just look at her, doesn't even know what she's doing.
They talk if you look standoffish, they say she thinks she's all that she's put herself on a pedestal
They talk if you're friendly, look she's such a flirt she's using her wiles to get her way.
They talk if you're ordinary( wait maybe they dont)
They talk if you're different saying shsshhh i heard this about her "kind"; call it a minesweeping statement.

But you know what all this verbal diarrhoea has just got me amused in disgusted way. It's like watching hermit crabs scuttle from shell to shell whispering to each other whatever new grains of gossip the sea brings with it. The fact that they talk makes me, above all, honoured that they would pay me such a great compliment by spending time analyzing things about me. All they've got to do is ask you know. But then you'd get it with a dash of spice for sure.

Sunday, October 11, 2009


I wonder if any of them can tell from just looking at me that all I am is the sum total of my pain, a raw woundedness so extreme that it might be terminal. It might be terminal velocity, the speed of the sound of a girl falling down to a place from where she can't be retrieved. What if I am stuck down here for good?